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02:24 Mar 29 2012
Times Read: 640

It is so hard to keep silent about good things you just want to tell everyone. Especially when that good thing came along at a time when you least expected it.



I've learned there are times, especially on here, that it is necessary to do so. For the most part I will, but I just need to write something about it.



It is funny how at a random time in life you make a connection with someone. Not even a romantic connection, but a connection where you just enjoy each other and find out more and more things you have in common. And then time is spent laughing, talking and enjoying one another and it just kind of happens.



You know when things have changed when the colors in life are more vibrant, the smile never fades, textures are lusher and you look forward to learning more about the person; no matter if it's good or bad, you just want to learn them.



I find him to be wonderful and just lights up the world around me. He takes the time to know my mind, to want to know what I feel and just hear the goofy things I say or think. When we have a difference of opinion, we respect each others view and listen, not to change the opinion of the other, just to learn the workings of our minds.



It's a connection I've not had with someone of the opposite sex before. So it's all new to me, but I know that as we take it day by day I am enjoying every minute and moment. It's a wonderful change of pace for me. ♥

23:26 Mar 27 2012
Times Read: 701

Look what I got today!!!



-giggly girly sigh-



Aren't they beautiful!!!??

Yes, they are from a man.

Yes, he is beyond wonderful and amazing.



No, I will not tell you who. :)

03:40 Mar 25 2012
Times Read: 795






I find it funny that you leave comments like this and then try to act like some sort of victim. Throughout the years you have said lewd, crude and overly sexual comments to the admin of this site. You have tried to act like some kind of cyber-bad ass with your stupid caps lock key and poorly formed sentences. You act like you are entitled to things just because you do not know how to handle your self within a public setting.

You need therapy for your arrogance, your misogyny, your self entitlement, your narcissism, your ego, you anger.. etc.. etc.



The only person who has brought on the things you are experience is YOU. You are the one who has went and said those things. YOU are the one who has acted the way you had. YOU are the on who has to deal with the repercussions of what you've dealt.



I thoroughly explained myself in an entry as to why I do not like you. Then you block me and send me this message:







Really? Are you just that dense? Or maybe you really are just stupid.



So let me answer this now:



I cannot stand you. You are a vile little boy who doesn't know how to act or handle yourself. You think you are something scary, when in fact you are nothing more than a little boy throwing a temper tantrum. You do not scare people. People laugh at you. They pity you. They think you are worthless. They think you are nothing more than some deranged mentally challenged thing living in the basement of your mom's house because you cannot control yourself.



You take out your sexual frustrations on women that you find attractive. You call them names in order to make yourself feel better and to feel above them. You sit there and stir the anger up within yourself because they will never give you the time of day, a second look or even a brief moment in the real world. It makes you angry to the point becoming violent. You drink in order to numb the pain of them not giving you attention.

I am not convinced that you are even a fully straight male. With the way you act, you could also have some latent homosexual tendencies beneath the surface that you are not comfortable with. Which would explain as to why you have been in some sort of e-relationship with someone who will not stop dying and whom you will never meet now, or a million years from now.



You try to say that you are beneath no one to make yourself feel important, but you are beneath everyone. You cannot function in society at all. If you could you would not be on this website acting the way you do, confessing your love for the same women who uses multiple profiles and just kills them off.



You are a very unhappy little person. Unhappy to the point where you will never find any sort of peace in your life. In the end you will die alone because no one will want you and no one will want to be with you other than on the internet. Mean? Yes, it is mean, but it is the hard cold truth of what will probably happen to you.



You can sit there and call your names, rate your 1's and do whatever you want, but in the end to mean it means nothing. I have peace in my life. I have love in my life. I have happiness in my life. I have people who care. I have smiles. I have laughter. I have the sun, the moon and the stars. I have things I never thought I could.



What do you have? You have an internet relationship, a mental problem and no one.

You told me 'say goodbye bitch' and you know what I am.



I am saying Goodbye bitch, but I am saying goodbye bitch to you. Enjoy the things you've brought on yourself. Maybe in your next life you'll come back happy.

♥ ♥
19:14 Mar 24 2012
Times Read: 807

02:51 Mar 21 2012
Times Read: 840

You know it's a great night when you message Morri out of the blue and within two messages back and forth, you've disturbed her.



I feel like... I've won the biggest prize EVER!

I want to like... do a victory dance and mate like some kind of wild animal.

03:29 Mar 15 2012
Times Read: 901

Fine Hussy,



1 day and a half without me being here. Stars will get negative honor, a kismet and rated all 1's by them along with getting threatened by an e-penis.



You will have to listen to the whining and sobbing about how everyone is out to get them and then deal with the whoah is me via messages and getting called not only a slut, but getting threats of you getting a 'big dick in the ass' or 'giving oral'.



Now what?

03:21 Mar 15 2012
Times Read: 912

Okay-



A day without signing on here and people won't have to hear me talk....



I say they'll be fighting at least by tomorrow night and Stars with be e-threatened with an e-penis by 10 am and called random names.

02:46 Mar 15 2012
Times Read: 924

I have posted in two places about not spamming in the sandbox. One was made in a thread, yet it continued after I made it clear.



The second was on Mar 07 2012. It was made into a sticky thread. It's not like it's some new rule.



Dominars can suspend the posting rights of members who do not abide by Vampire Rave's posting guidelines. When a member has their posting rights suspended, they can still log into Vampire Rave, but they can no longer post to VampBox or The Forum.



and



Posting Guidelines





Administrators follow a set of content guidelines regarding Forum posts. Reasons for post deletion may include (but are not limited to):

Posts of a political nature

Posts that ridicule the philosophical tenants of any religion

Rude, obnoxious, hate, or flame posts

Overly sexual posts

Threads that do not fit the theme of Vampire Rave or the Dark Network.

Replies to threads that are not on-topic

Duplicate posts

Silly, nonsensical, or ridiculous posts. This includes posts that contain nothing but "I agree" or "I'll check it out"

Posting restrictions in section 5 (The Sandbox) are the most lax. However, the guidelines posted on this page are not to be broken anywhere within the Forum.





These rules have no changed since Jun 28 2009. So if you find yourself suspended, then the only person you can blame is yourself. You signed up for VampireRave. You are the one responsible for reading the VR Manual and becoming familiar with TOS.



Even after I posted the mass warning I kept finding people that kept it up a week later. You don't want to be punished then follow the rules. It's pretty simple.

02:00 Mar 15 2012
Times Read: 932

I think the best thing besides watching Morri put on makeup, is when she's on cam and I just say random off the wall things to see her face.



I love her facial expressions at the most random times.





I just wanna pinch her cheeks and hug the holy hell outta her. lol

00:46 Mar 15 2012
Times Read: 934

There are some songs that I get a 'short span' addiction for at certain times.



Garbage- Number One Crush



The Flys- Got you where I want you.



Kelly Clarkson- I do not hook up.



Perry Band- If I die Young.



I know... they are all random..heh.

23:34 Mar 14 2012
Times Read: 949

Dear Cancer,



Y U No Switch Wif Time?



Now I gotta wait until 8 for my effin honor reset.

Why's it always gotta be about you?! Just because YOU run the site, and YOU do the coding and YOU take the abuse of me trolling your honor comments...



Y'z It Gota B Bout U?

21:40 Mar 14 2012
Times Read: 971

Comeeeeeee on honor reset! Moonie has she comments she is twitchin' to leave. >:]

21:50 Mar 12 2012
Times Read: 1,005

Some of the most amazing people can come into your life when you least expect it. All it takes is a moment, a few shared words or even by way of a close friend.



I've had some magical moments. I am extremely grateful for them and for the moment when things just fell into place. Simply wonderful beyond words. ♥

02:51 Mar 11 2012
Times Read: 1,038

I am really stoked for The Hunger Games movie. I read the books because Punkie told me I had too. lol She was like "Elaine, you have to read the books. I need someone to talk with about them! You'll love them trust me." And I did. I remember just going on and on about them with her. We would wonder what the next book would hold.



She was taken to early and missed the last series of the book. I remember getting it and it being a bittersweet read. The whole time I couldn't help but think it was something we were supposed to read together.



I remember finishing it and saying out loud, "Well, Punkie they got together. We were right about that. I wish I could have read it with you."



It still is a bittersweet read even though I love the series. I still miss her.

05:34 Mar 07 2012
Times Read: 1,069

My countdown to the Ducketh-Cometh! :D

02:46 Mar 07 2012
Times Read: 1,089

Do you SEEEEEE the things they do to me?

They abuse me. They pick on me.



OH MY SELF ESTEEM! -le boo le whoo-







hehe

23:00 Mar 05 2012
Times Read: 1,143

Just because the sandbox is a place to have fun, it does no mean that you need to push the limits. While it is very rarely moderated, why do people feel the need to constantly keep spamming a thread with the same sentence 4 or 5 different times?



God, knock it off. There are tons of threads you can post in. Stop spamming because you want to level faster. If you see someone that does this pass it on to them because it is damn frustrating for those who take care of it.

21:40 Mar 05 2012
Times Read: 1,153

I’ve learned many lessons of letting people fill your head with their thoughts so you let your own judgment cloud. There are some who just cannot think for themselves, or they are just so easily manipulated by someone that they don’t even realize that is what’s happening. It becomes sad to watch someone change into something that is just a ‘remolding’ of others thoughts. I think these types of people are the ones that choose to follow cult leaders. They feed off of the ideas and thoughts and then when it’s too late they drink the kool aid and lose themselves forever.



Perhaps they just need that feeling of justification in feeling the way they feel. I never really understood it. It takes more gumption to have a difference of opinion and not let someone think for you, than what it does to conform to those that keep whispering tall tales and lies in your ear.



I have more respect for the crazy religious man using his megaphone on the corner to spread his ideas and beliefs than what I do for the one that is manipulating the masses and using them to ‘speak’ out for his beliefs.



I really hope soon that the light bulbs comes on and they realize they are just being used to receive the fallout so the others do not have to, but honestly, I highly doubt it. I would say it has something to do with age, but I really do not think it’s true. There were numerous people of different ages who allowed themselves to be subjected to the manipulation of the leaders. They gave up money, houses, their children and their integrity; all because they believe in the lies and allowed themselves to be brainwashed.



It is amazing when you step back and look at some situations and see it on a much smaller scale. It brings a sense of pity and sadness out. Maybe one day they will be strong like those who chose to turn their back before the damage is done. I doubt it, I still hope for them. I also hope that with time the obsession they have to ‘make their beliefs true’ dissipates. Enjoy the moments that matter to you, not the obsession to justify your actions.

04:47 Mar 05 2012
Times Read: 1,197






Post Secret



I came across this secret today and it made me stop in my tracks. It made emotions that I didn’t even realize I had well up inside of me. Or maybe I realized I had them and I just wasn’t ready to realize it yet.



Over the years I have meet some wonderful people here. Even though there have been times that I was in the wrong, and I fully admit I was, they have accepted me and moved on along with me. For that I am grateful and it makes me admire them even more. They are special people who have taught me lessons that I needed and I cherish.



Last night I realized that the people who have came into my world more, and I into theirs, do take my doubts for a while and let me forget about them. They remind me that it doesn’t matter the doubts I have of myself, they do not let those doubts fog their visions of me. They laugh with me, they cry with me, they care with me and they are a part of me regardless of what I feel doubtful of. There are times when they take those doubts from me and just throw them away without giving them back.



There have been things that have happened to me that have changed me physically. Honestly, when you are faced with a change that happens within the blink of an eye, it can bring on doubts that tend to stay with you. It changes you and your outlook on things; sometimes for the better or sometimes for the worst, it really depends on the situation at hand.



Last night I realized that with them I do not doubt. Even if it’s one on one in a message, or in a group situation, they do not make me doubt. They look past the limitations I have and look into who I am. They take those fears I have and make them into nothing but a distant memory. They really enhance my path in this life. They are like the brightest fireflies that make the night that much more beautiful. They cheer me on and guide me onto the next stage. They take away my fears and let me knows its okay. It’s okay to feel, it’s okay to hurt and it’s okay to learn from those hurts and move forward.



I admire them all greatly. Not only do I live my life for me, but I also live my life for them. They have changed me in ways that I cannot even describe. They’ve left footprints on my soul and an essence of them within in my heart.

20:00 Mar 03 2012
Times Read: 1,222

I love, love, love watching a Photoshoot with Morri and Birra. I love the way they just have fun together while they are shooting.



And then in the moments in between the laughter and the fun times, come some of the most beautiful shots.



Its like being a voyeur and sharing just a bit of the special moments. I really love those times.

05:16 Mar 02 2012
Times Read: 1,248

I know I forgot to tell this earlier. I've had so much junk on my mind. For my birthday LadyK sent me a beaaaautiful hand made necklace. It's pink and it has KEYYYSSSS!!!! I loooooooooooove keys. I dunno why, I just do.



And then today I got a gift from Silverbow. hehe She got me a tiara. Now Ima wear that and my necklace all the time!





I'm a princess, bishes! :P